Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a